I see a generation, rising up to take their place.

2008-10-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hey hey!! I'm feeling much better than yesterday le! In fact I'm feeling so so so much better! Haha.. Today was just an ordinary day! Haha.. In school listened to maths/english/physics only cause only got these 3 to listen.. Hai.. Today Mr Ong announced he is goning to leave us to teach another secondary 4 class... Awww.. No more imba english teacher le!! Haha.. But we can't force him to stay.. He's got a job to do!! Good luck Mr Ong!! Our new teacher is Mr Ng... Surname only 1 letter away but the character is so much different!! Haha.. I wonder what kind of teacher he is, he looks kind of strict :O! Haha.. After that nothing much.. After school went out with Kavin to go Jurong Entertainment Centre to eat lunch.. Our destination was The Regional Library!!! Haha.. Had a nice chat with him in KFC while eating our ZINGERS!! Then after that, we headed into the library to do something productive!! Hah. By playing psp for 2 hours and studying for 1h30minutes is called productive for us! Hah.. The funny part is when we were at the MRT station, I forced him to walk up the Boon Lay way forgetting that I lived in Dover which is the Pasir Ris way.. I am such a douche!! HAHA!! Heng the train waited then I managed to chiong in without missing any train!! Teehee! Alright that's probably all! See ya peeps! I love you dearly! xD

2008-09-29T18:18:00.004+08:00

Hey people... Once again with another post... Feeling quite angry argh... Have you like feel that your parents are very very unreasonable in the way their treating you? Oh yes... They are being very very unreasonable to me nowadays.. Today morning, I was like wearing my shoes... Then my dad asked me whether I was ready.. Then I said, "Wait a while, I am wearing my shoe.", Then he asked me again... Then I replied.. Then he asked again... I told he couldn't hear so I replied the same this time louder.. THEN HE SHOUTED BACK SAY WHAT I OWE HIM ISIT? MUST HE DRIVE ME TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY, THEN HE JUST WENT UPSTAIRS LEAVING ME ONLY 20 MINUTES TO GET TO SCHOOL... My mom then came down to scold me more.. Saying I should apologise to my dad.. Making me take all the blame lor.. I was too furious I just took my bag and left for school in a very very angry manner... I HAD TO RUN FROM MY HOUSE TO DOVER AND FROM COMMONWEALTH TO SCHOOL WITH A VERY BAD HEADACHE AND A NOSE BLOCK.. YEA IT IS NOTHING BAD EXCEPT THE FACT I WAS STRUGGLING FOR OXYGEN... Yea, So had both the paper with my head spinning around SO FREAKING BADLY and I had no freaking dictionary for PAPER 1 CAUSE I LEFT IT WHILE I WAS STOMPING OFF! Well, Kavin saved my life by a bit by offering to lend his dictionary unwillingly xD.. Thanks very much! Hah.. The unreasonable part hasn't end yet... As you know tomorrow, WE HAVE NO PAPER.. So I went home to slack a bit.. Was watching Reaper, A very nice show everyone should watch!, happily until they came back.. Lets see what happened... My mum came into the room and started nagging at me... She said all kinds of thing, I could take everything she said UNTIL SHE SAID CHURCH WAS CORRUPTING ME... YOU CAN LAUGH,SCOLD OR EVEN BEAT ME, JUST DO NOT FREAKING SAY A BAD THING ABOUT MY CHURCH. But still I tried to be tolerant.. LIKE WHICH CHILD IN THIS WORLD WANTS TO FIGHT WITH THEIR PARENTS? But she just keep going on.. EVEN SAID I WILL RETAIN.. NOTICE THE WORD "WILL", SHE IS PRACTICALLY SAYING I AM A STUPID CHILD AND SHE CANNOT COMMUNICATE WITH STUPID PEOPLE.. WHAT IS THIS... That's what made me day from Bad->Worse->WORST! I don't really know what to do already.. This is getting so damn overboard. ARGH

Oh God, I pray that you'll help me with this...

2008-09-26T16:30:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS!!! HAHA!! I'M FEELING HIGH TODAY!!( PROBABLY BECAUSE OF MY HEADACHE! ) THUS I SHALL BE EUPHORIC AND TYPE THE WHOLE POST IN CAPITAL LETTERS !!
ANYWAY!! TODAY I HAVE MY SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER!!! HAHA!! BEFORE THAT I WAS LIKE PANICKING WHAT TO STUDY.. KEEP CHANGING FROM BONDING SINGAPORE AND NORTHERN IRELAND/SRI LANKA TO HEALTH CARE BUT IN THE END I DECIDED ON BONDING SINGAPORE WITH NI SL!! THEN GUESS WHAT I GOT 5 ESSAYS TO LEARN I ONLY GO LEARN 1 THEN ZHUN ZHUN THE EXAM COME OUT THAT QUESTION!! I WAS LIKE YES!!!!!! FOR THE EXAM.. KAVIN CHEER UP!! YOU ONLY READ THE OTHER 4 THAT NEVER COME OUT NIA >.>
THEN AFTER EXAMS WENT TO XINCHI TO HOUSE TO TEACH HIM HOW TO DOTA LIKE A PRO XD!!! HAHA.. YESTERDAY OCK WENT TO HIS HOUSE AND GOT OWNED BY A EASY AI!!! THEN TODAY I GO I OWNED A INSANE AI ( EASILY) !!! THEN AFTER I WENT HOME WHICH IS WHERE I AM NOW HAHAHAHAHA! THEN NOW I HAVE HEADACHE WHICH WAS LIKE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WHICH CAUSED ME TO GO SIAO LIKE THIS XD OKAY NOW GO EAT MY LUNCH!!! RAWR!!
SEE YOU PEOPLES!

2008-09-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO!!!
I'm back again with another new post!!!
Hey! Did anyone realised my blogskin has changed?
I did! xD
Everyone's busy mugging their brains out nowadays. Chill guys! Take some time off to relieve some stress!!! For example to come online play some lame game..
Which reminds me yesterday when I was studying Mathematics with Kavin, He introduced me to a very very funny game! The link is : http://www.mostfungames.com/apple-shooter.htm! Have some time to relax!!
Anyway Today had my Chemistry paper and my Mathematics 1 paper.. Screwed up paper 1 of mathematics so I'm probably gonna chiong for paper 2! Quite Confident on my Chemistry though.. Cause it is quite quite easy! Haha!
Alright I'm gonna study Social Studies now! Then later go church have a wonderful CG! CHIONG ARH! HUAT AH! xD
See ya peeps
Leow Jia Xian Signing off!

2008-09-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

Yo Yo Yo!
I am back today with a new post! (Basically got nothing to do now might as well blog) XD
Hah! Mister Leow Jia Xian broke record today!!! HE STUDIED 5 HOURS!! OMGWTHBBQ!~
Shocked anot! Haha..
I realised that even after Peiwei help me advertise.. NO ONE CAME TO VISIT MY BLOG!!
WHAT IS THIS!! Haha..
Gosh.. I running out of things to write liao...
Haha.. Basically today was spent on No-Life Mugging/Revising and Gaming :D
That's Me for you today folks!
I'll be back tomorrow with another new post!!
P.S. I'm going a more cheerful background! NO MORE BLACK BACKGROUND!!
EMO IS GOING DOWN ( RANDOM!!!)

2008-09-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

Ha... Ha... Ha... HaHa!

GUESS WHO BACK! BACK AGAIN! I AM BACK! BACK AGAIN! WOO! :D

Well, at least I came back with a new talent! Raping!... With the keyboard! Laugh Out Loud!

Haha... 2 months le!! I'm finally back!! And I still have no new BlogSkin! Mainly because I don't know how to change it..

A lot have been gone through this few months...
Ta da! And here are the top 4 highlights!:
1) Rising up as a leader in church! ( Treasurer )
2) Touched( Emotionally ) Miss Koh until she almost cry! ( Mid-Autumn Festival )
3) 9/10 Poo Score ( Live Firing )
4) Night Out with Old ClassMates ( Mid-Autumn Festival )

Haha.. Exams coming le.. But I'll try to Blog more often.. I meant it! Haha.. Alright see you peeps soon enough.. While i go find new blogskins!

2008-07-13T11:10:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHA.. I"M BACK!!! Haha.. This post is to tell you all that I AM NOT DEAD.. DO NOT WORRY!! HAHA! I'll assure more posts in the future.. I confirm will post when there is time do not worry! Okay now I'm gonna get grounded from the computer! See ya peeps!

2008-06-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

Man!! What an awesome day!!
Haha.. Just came back from church! Had an awesome CG meeting today!!
I just feel there is a breakthrough in me today!! I've learnt how to be an others-person!! How cool is that!! Being able to care for others before caring for myself!! I feel so high right now!! And I just felt like there was a need to say this short prayer...

God.. I pray that you will mend Grace's left arm.. So that in weeks to come, Peiwei, Lala and Grace can all play basketball together with the brightest smiles on earth.. And we shall rejoice in the mighty name of Jesus with tears of joy shall falling from our eyes.. As I begin to envision her arm being healed by your supernatural strength, the smile upon her face as she waits upon her operation.. I pray that you will take away all the mental, physical and spiritual pain that she had suffered and heal her.. Thank you lord.. In the name of Jesus.. Amen.

Yeap.. I've been repeating this in my mind ever since cg meeting so to make sure I don't forget it! Haha.. After CG meeting, we had a short pinic at the alfresco! Haha.. It was very fun to just hang out with friends!!

Homed with Kelvin, Janise and OCK.. It was a fun 30 minutes we shared in the MRT.. I'm sure they would agree with me...

Before i end this post.. I hope that Peiwei and Lala would feel better and I have faith that Grace, Peiwei and Lala's junior, will have a speedy recovery!! Although I do not know you, Grace. I just feel like caring for you as if we were friends! I hope to see you in basketball training soon!

Thank you God for this wonderful breakthrough in my life! If this happened before my walk with you lord, I think I wouldn't even care.. But now.. Thanks to your awesomeness.. I becomed someone better :D

2008-06-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS!! Long time no talk! Hahah quite busy nowadays...
Highlights of the week!
1) MY BRITHDAY ( I'll talk more about it later)
2) PDS COURSE CANCELLED
3) B AND C ZONE STAYOVER!
4) AWESOME PRAYER RELAY
5) WEI LE'S BIRTHDAY!
6) NIGEL TAN WEE YAO'S HOUSE ( SINCE HE LIKES HIS NAME SO MUCH )
7) SCHOOL SEMINAR!

Okay! First point.. MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! Darn I'm growing old... Haha... Celebrated my Birthday at church! Plus it was Pastor Joakim's service!! Oh my God!! HAHA! It was international donut day and international Ba Zhang day! Like wow so many things happened on my birthday!!
Haha.. The whole CG prepared an awesome-ly BIG present for me! I'm so touched! Turns out to be A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BIG PRESENT filled with newspaper! HAHA! But i still love them very much and i appreciate the time and money they spent on the present as well as the newspapers! JianMing,Ivan and Charleston got a jeans for me too! Ahaha! Cool Stuff~~

Fast forward to third point! Which falls on Wednesday and Thursday! Its the Zone B and C Stayover!! WOOOOOOO! Ahaha had heaven loads of fun there.. The Prayer Relay we had... The time spent at Sentosa early in the morning.. The concidentally meeting with shu feng at vivo while coming back... Wow.. That day morning, I was like having a feeling that I'll meet her later.. Ended up I DID! Wow isn't that amazing? Haha.. Then second niight was cool too!

Then it was Wei Le's birthday!! Happy birthday!! Haha.. Went to school in the morning for some ncc briefing on the camp next monday... Left early.. Met up with John, Peiwei, Lala, Xinchi and WenQi.. Went to Wei le's house to surprise her!! Ahaha! Cool Stuff! After that I went to NIGEL TAN WEE YAO's house. :D Slept in the bus.. Ock left early then never wake me up! So when I woke I was at the bus terminal.. The Bus parked in the parking lot area le! Then I ran downstairs.. Luckily the uncle about to lock then see me so never.. Phew.. Headed to Nigel's house afterwards.. Had heaven loads of fun there!

Yeap that's all I supposed for my week.. LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL SEMINAR WITH PASTOR JOAKIM!!! WOOO

Finally.. I found something to live for... Life without jesus is like a donut.. like a donut.. with a hole in the middle of my heart!

2008-06-04T01:48:00.004+08:00

WOH!! Haha! As expected... I cannot sleep as in like 5 hours time its my malacca trip le!! Oh My God! Haha! I'm using my sister new Mac Book to blog now... It has so many cool function lor!! Examples like Spaces, iPhoto, iMovie, iTunes, iCal, iChat, Safari(their internet explorer), Time machine and a Dash board!!! Cool stuff right!! But bad thing is MAC HAS TOTALLY NO GAMES EXCEPT THOSE LAMO GAMES OF THE INTERNET.. Examples.. Runescape which I am currently playing now >.<, Neopets which i am also playing now... And none other than VIWAWA!!! which I am playing now too.. Haha.. Wah siao.. Packing for the trip was not a easy task man.. I realised the bus trip will be soooo long and I don't have the entertainment... So what I did was.. Ransacked my whole house for a...

1)Walkman.. Yes.. Those super old portable CD player...

2)Ear phones to plug into that damn thing..

3)BATTERIES TO POWER THAT DAMN THING

4)Find Blank CDs (ended up with 1 only)

5)BURN SONGS THEN I REALISED 1 CD ONLY CAN PUT 19 SONGS

6)Go find another blank CD...

7)Continued to burn...

Finally Part 1 is done.. Now Part 2...

1)Find gameboy advance... ( This is what you get for not having a PSP/Nitendo DS)

2)Find batteries again...

3)Find extra batteries..

4)Then I realised Gameboy need catridges...

5)Ended up with Gameboy(Non-Coloured) games..

Laugh out loud!!! I spent more time finding these than to find my other stuffs!! Okay since I'm already planning to sleep on the bus... I'm gonna share what I did today!! Woke up around 10 a.m in the morning.. Bathed and did everything before heading downstairs to play Wolf-Team... After like 30 minutes... I left the house to meet Jian Ming at Ikea for my first follow up session!! Reached Ikea by taking 147 from Dover!! I underestimated the Bus system once again.. I thought it would at least take me 45 minutes to reach ikea.. I ended up reaching at 25 minute... So went to meet up with jian ming and waited for his session with peiwei and lala to finish... I was sitting beside them for half of the follow-up so I also got learn abit from their follow up!! I think follow ups are so cool la... So once they finished.. Everyone was feeling hungry so we went to buy food.. By then OCK was already reaching Ikea to start follow up with me.. Once we finished our food... Ock then decided to buy his food.. So we all had to wait for him to finish before starting follow up.. Then hor.. He and Lala keep fighting who eat more healthier.. Then he himself cannot differentiate egg from cream... Wah Piang.. Then when we finally want to start follow up... We realised we all had to rush away.. Jian Ming needed to rush to Kallang to play soccer with the staff and pastor.. Peiwei, Lala, Wei Le needed to meet xinchi to play bball.. And I needed to rush to Bukit Timah to play Pool with Justin, Siong Tuan and NIGEL TAN WEE YAO.. Wow his full name is so LOL-like.. Well OCK tagged along with me cause I "thought" we were going to play pool.. Who knew ,other than the 3 people who are already there, that when me and ock reached the lan.. They were actually playing LAN.. Then they said they were sick of pool.. Haha.. So nevermind.. I went to book a computer opposite them with some "ah lians" sitting a few seats away from me, playing auditionSEA. So I sat down and we played Counter-Strike.. Leaving OCK sitting there like a dummy.. Sorry about that.. Then cause we reached the point super high liao.. Then we all screaming at the LAN.. The "Ah Lians" super pissed off with us.. Then she screamed.. "*** *** ** Lim Bu playing audition you shout shout shout.. Go home la #$%#!#&@^%$&@(&@#*@&$@&^%$&@^%" Then we give them chance.. We all kept quiet.. Then when those people left.. I couldn't stop laughing.. What a joke... So later Justin and Siong Tuan needed to go.. Me and NIGEL TAN WEE YAO went to mac to eat.. We sat down and started to remembering the past.. Wah cannot stop laughing.. Incidents like "The Magic Act of Niger Ang in Secondary 1", " Radiance and AOE rupture", " 6 Man 1 Cockroach", "Jeffrey giggling like a retard", "Zhao Sia Boy ( Which is NIGEL TAN WEE YAO after he ate too much honey chicken during chalet last year..." and last but not least, "The crowning of the 'NO LIFE KING'!" 3 cheers to our pasts!! Then we seperated at 5.30.. I was meeting Jian Ming at Tampiness MRT station to watch movie with him.. Wah piang.. The whole journey took like 1 hour and 10 minutes? Can die of boredom one la... Then we watched INDIANA JONES AND THE KINGDOM OF SKULLS!! WAH!! Super exciting and funny! Well. Kind of expected it as it was directed by steven speilberg? Haha after that, We seperated and only I take the Boon Lay train out of 6 people... So.. It was another 45 minutes trip with nothing to do.. I had to play mahjong in my handphone to kill time.. Wah but who knew.. I owned the AI in mahjong la.. I every game win with like 5 tai or something.. Laugh out loud! Soon i reached Dover then I ran home.. NON STOP! Wow and I didn't even perspire... So I reached home at like 10.50.. Then I prepared my stuff for the trip lor... Yeap.. Fast-Foward.... Okay.. Now I'm lying on my bed on the third floor using wireless from the first floor... THE SIGNAL STILL UBER STRONG LA!! SO COOL RIGHT! Now that i fixed my connection thing.. Singtel ain't that bad.. Only except the fact I cannot portforward.. So I cannot host a dota game.. SAD-DED! Well.. It's like 2.30 now and I'm still alive and kicking la.. In like 3 and a half hour I need to wake up liao.. Haha.. I think I better go sleep now!!

SONG LINE OF THE DAY: BLUE SKIES AND LONG HOT SUMMER DAYS, WHITE SANDS AND SURFING AT THE BAY, GREEN MOUNTAIN TOPS THAT WE CAN PLAY GOD MADE FOR US IN 7 DAYS!!

alliwantedwasfriends,

nowalliwantisyou,god

2008-06-02T14:27:00.004+08:00

Here are some clips that will make you laugh a.k.a just for laughs clips!

SO FUNNY LUH.. I'll find more for you guys next time.. Laugh out Loud!

2008-06-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

Hai... What a boring sunday... Being home is boring while everyone else is at church!! UNFAIR!!
"Why did I not go church?" You may ask.. It is because... I woke up at 12.40 when the others already gathered... So then I quickly rushed to bathe and do everything.. Then i received a call that team ctss already on the move, yea and then I packed my stuffs and headed for the door.. Then guess what.. My father stopped me the moment I wore my shoes... Tough luck huh? So in the end I was stuck home starving to death.. The only source of food is vegetable bao.. GOD HELP ME!!!! I think I ate like 15 of them? GOD HELP ME!!! Ahaha.. My cousin was fixing computers whole day.. Haha.. My other cousin brought 1 computer, my dad brought 1 computer and my internet connection was fixed by him in a short span of time like 3 hours? What a professional!! MiO seriously in my opinion.. SUCKS!!! Once there is a call in.. And someone picks it up.. IT DISCONNECTS!!! GAH!! But now its okay thanks to my awesome cousin!! Next Sunday is my birthday already!! I'm turning 15 soon! Haha.. But somehow I'm not celebrating it at home as usual.. But instead i'm celebrating it with church peeps!! Somehow I feel that alot of people might forget it.. And alot of people might give me donuts as that day is INTERNATIONAL DONUT DAY!!! COOL STUFF!! To conclue.. MiO is bad.. My day is boring.. I want go pastor tan's service, vegetable bao is "awesome"! Yeap that's about it... Off to play games.. Hope no more disconnections

Song line of the day: WE CHOOSE THE WORLD WE LIVE IN, WE MAKE OUR WAY!!

god..am i that that detestable?why does so many people hate me?why do i always spoil other people's day?should i be a loner? should i never confide?should i bottle up my feeling?am i really a loser? So many questions in my mind..
oh well.. No matter how bad a day is.. No matter how low i feel.. No matter how sad and frustrated i am.. I WILL END THE DAY WITH A SMILE

2008-05-31T19:23:00.004+08:00

Woooooo! Back from Secondary School Camp!! The past few days were so fun/cool/powerful!!
Lets recap what happened from day 1!!!
Day 1,
Early morning need to wake up to go school for chinese oral, peiwei and i were the first 2 to do the oral so we left pretty early... I reached home and samantha was just walking to the MRT station! Laugh out loud! Got my stuff ready and left home just when samantha reached home! Haha!! I proceeded to meet up with Patrick, Alex, James & Larry at commonwealth station. Was feeling kinda sad as I kind of being left out in the MRT.. Most likely because Alex was angry with me.. So I felt kind of awkward talking in the pressence of her.. Felt low in the train ride.. I remember I was thinking of a question but somehow I cannot remember it now! Oh my gosh! Kind of made peiwei pissed off when the MRT stopped at Paya Lebar.. Gah.. But luckily, peiwei is one who doesn't hold bad grudges!! Went up to the auditorium to pay the camp fees and went to put down my bag.. I accidentally put my things at the girls room which is like "... " luckily someone told me and I moved over to the other room... Went down to gather in my team and found out I was with chen fei and alot of strangers! Haha! I was welcomed by my team assistant, Ruo En( I don't know how to spell >_>), with a loud OHHHH, SO YOU ARE JIA XIAN!!! Yeap, something like that, then soon after that the camp started!! As usual, it was the Cheer part and we were brief-ed on the rules! Haha, we left for sentosa at around 12.30.. During the bus trip, my team took the oppotunies to know each other.. My team consisted of Gabrielle, Jan, Amber, Chen fei, Hong Hui, Lionel, Eric, Wei Hao, 1 girl who doesn't want to tell me her name, Ruo En and me! Haha.. We had quite little people compared to others... We gathered at sapphire pavilion to have our lunch and it was free and easy time afterwards.. Chen Fei and John wanted to go in the sea.. So they took out their shirts and somehow managed to drag me into it.. We then tried to pull people down. We managed to pull wen qi down but other didn't want to.. Haha.. Oh right we pulled OCK down too! Haha.. Then I did something retarded.. I ran and jumped into the sea with my glasses still on me.. So it dropped into the sea.. I was panicking and asked John and the people around to help find.. When all hope was lost.. John and I was discussing what to do.. Just then.. I accidentally stepped on my specs.. What a miracale! The photo hunt game then started.. My team needed to go palawan beach, beach station, song at the sea and siloso beach. But we ended doing 3 stations only as our map kind of got torn into pieces as it was wet... It started to rain so we all crammed inside the pavilion! We decided to play volleyball and soon the weather changed.. So, we went outside to play real volleyball it was quite fun until Jian Ming decided to change the game to TOUCH RUGBY!! We were brief-ed on the rules and the game started.. The scene was just too funny... Once Jian Ming got the ball, absolutely no one dare to stop him.. Haha.. Soon it became real rugby unknowingly.. That was the part when the fun just began.. The highlights of the game:
1) I got spear-ed by Jian Ming
2) Kelvin acting SISSY with peiwei( he wanted to try to stop peiwei from touching down, so he hugged her.. In the end... He screamed instead of peiwei..)
3) Peiwei tried to bounce the ball on sand.. She thought it was basketball as usual...
Haha.. So funny right.. Too bad, we had to go back quite early.. We reached church at 7 p.m and bathing time started.. After that was Dinner then the movie screening! Haha.. 2 movies to choose from.. Narnia and Evan Almighty.. We chose to watch evan.. So about 2hours later the show ended.. The night was still young and we decided to watch another one ... Which is highschoolmuscial!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Enjoyed the time spent disturbing Kelvin in the room by singing songs! He left the room in the end! LAUGH OUT LOUD!! Then it was the midnight games and debrief.. 1 Camper had to drink strawberry bread blended with water and milk! FREAKING SICK LOR!!! Then it was lights out at 3 a.m..

Day 2,
Woke up at 8.. Surprised as quite alot of people woke up already.. Went to wash up and came back to pack my sleeping bag.. By then.. All woke up already.. Kelvin decided to go down to have his breakfast and then he was late for the morning briefing.. Retarded right? Had my breakfast and moved my bag to multi-purpose room 1.. Went back down to be brief-ed about the next game.. FOOD CROSS.. Kind of like an Amazing race.. But we need to link up food names.. Very complicated to explain here haha... Had lots of fun there.. I ate quite alot too.. THE DUCK RICE, THE BANANA MILK and THE EGG TART was awesome!! Ended up sixth but who cares! We had fun that's all! The game ended at 2 and we cleaned the church up for PASTOR TAN'S SERVICE!! All the campers switched to their smart casual clothes.. Mr Kind John was willing to help me style my hair with wax! I was so excited! ( First time.. Cannot blame me).. After that.. we were seated for pastor tan's service.. It was about spiritual birth, spiritual adoption and spiritual birth.. THE PRESSENCE WAS SO STRONG.. And when he prayed for our leaders.. All of them just fell under the power of the god.. Even I.. Standing like 10 metres away almost fell.. Yea.. That's how powerful it was.. Oh my.. IF only you were there, SAM.. ^^ Yea.. I felt super light after the service even though I was exhausted from the camp! Isn't that cool stuff? Oh right.. The cheers at the camp was super entertaining.. So much better than ASPIRE 08 one... The second night's midnight game was... 13 BOXES.. Its the game where you have to put your hand in and feel what's inside.. And guess what.. There was a box with frog, another with chicken liver, another with squid and prawn, another with a cow lung... FREAKING SICK MAX!! Haha.. The moment I lied down.. I knocked out le..

Day 3,
It must be the service the day before, stealing all my energy away.. I woke up at 9.30.. Wake up call was at 9.. Haha.. Had breakfast and went down for GREAT SINGAPORE WORKOUT.. Found it rather amusing and retarded.. Haha.. After that was cleaning up of the church for the Zone F service!! After it was the changing of shirt to smart casual again.. Once again Mr Kind John styled my hair with wax! Thanks John! So then comes the ZONE F service.. MAN I AM TIRED MAX... During worship I'm already like falling asleep.. I tried my best to stay awake but in the end fell asleep.. SORRY DOMINIC!!! Haha i realised my handwriting in half-sleep mode is shitty lol can write diagonal one.. WE ended the camp with the last praise song and everyone was burning high! Haha.. Went to eat downstairs.. Shared quite alot of jokes at the kopitiam! So fun! We waited for jeanie's mother to arrive and we train-ed home.. Continued to share jokes until we all knock out in train! Haha!
And finally, I'm home!!! Man.. I want SSC AGAIN!!!

Special thanks to Samantha Teo An Qin!!! For keeping me company when I was feeling down!! Thank you!!

Added at 12.50 a.m:
Wow.. I really cannot believe I can piss people off just by talking to them.. Sorry samantha!!

P.U.S.H = Pray Until Something Happens
What in the blue moon is wrong with me?
Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity. timothy 4:12

2008-05-28T22:31:00.005+08:00

Just came back from church.. Man.. I sure asked a lot of questions to myself today.. One time was during the train ride to paya lebar, the other was the trip back from paya lebar...

First time.. During the train ride to Paya Lebar, while Alicia and Samantha were busy chatting, I was asking myself.. What does LOVE means to myself... Here are my answers:
1) Love is about letting go.
2) Love is not just about BOY GIRL RELATIONSHIPS.
3) Love exists in many many different form!
4) Love is DEFINITELY NOT desperation.
5) Loving someone does not mean Needing someone!
6) Love is clearly shown through GOD!
Yeap!! That is about it.. The 6 answers i thought of during the train ride before coming back to reality..

Second time.. During the train ride from Paya Lebar, when WeiLing(William), XinChi(JeanieCute/MariaYes), Lala(Larry), Peiwei(Patrick) and Alicia(Alex) were busy discussing 'Stuffs' and laughing until their faces turn red... I was asking myself this!
"What am i borned for?"
This time I have no list for the answers, but somehow a testimony came into my head when I thought of the answer..

Here's some of my past,
As a young boy, I grew up in a very sad environment, some examples that made my life this way was, being bullied in school almost everyday in primary school, being bullied by my cousins during weekends when they come over to my house.. Which means i almost get bullied everyday in the week! Thinking back now.. I actually find it cool! Laugh out loud.. This environment made me a 'complain king' as well as a 'cry baby' in primary school.. However, when i graduated from primary school and got enrolled in "CTSS!".. I decided to change myself in order make friends! Thus, I did my research, and yes i really did my research, and found out that quite a number of young teenagers could use some fun in their lives, thus i tried being a joker, and yes that's how i became so retarded in school. Everything started off fine, especially when i sat with shu feng in secondary 1! As my class is rather filled with jokers such as, Nigel Tan Wee Yao, Niger Ang Yi Dong, Amos Chiam Hui Qin, Jeffrey Tan Jun Xun and none other than Lee Tat Wee.. I found myself making alot of close friends! And yes that's how Sai Kang Warriors/Shit Hole Talibans were formed.. So when a person finds that his attitude is helping him make friends, by nature he will bring it to the next level so he could make more friends! And so.. Being a retarded me, I made myself even more retarded like acting like a clown infront of my class.. Now I'm in secondary three, ALL of the jokers had been seperated from me.. There was no more Niger to tag team with me in chinese class, there was no more Nigel to laugh with in Mathematics class, there was no more, 'Yi La Si Ding'(Elastic direct translation a.k.a my chinese group name), to joke with.. Okay... I just realised i drifted off topic >.>... Back to the main point.. All along in my mind, I felt that I was borned to joke and bring joy to people's lives, there was a point where i felt i was borned to console my friends to make them feel better.. But now I realise, I brought more pain then joy to people, I brought more hatred then consolation to my friends.. So what am I really born to do? I couldn't think of the answer for the future me.. But all I know.. The time is almost ripe for me to move on to JIAXIAN 2.0! A brand new JiaXian which is better than what i am now!

My Sincere Apologies to:
Alicia Wong
Janise Tan
Lee Peiwei
Samantha Teo for playing with your hair and made you pissed >.<
Lim Shu Feng
Kelvin Ong("L") Reason: For beating you for fun

Although I may feel lonely, depressed, scared, horrified, terrified, crestfallen... but withyou, god, by my side, I have absolutely nothing to fear!

2008-05-27T02:02:00.003+08:00

WOH.. Guess i'm finally back! (after a long long time!)

Anyway, Alot of things happened these few weeks!
Examples..
An outing which resulted in 4 blisters on my legs!
Peiwei's 'beautiful' history!
RED RAIN CONCERT 2008!
Start of school holidays!
The birth of my nephew/niece!

Isn't life amazing? It is truly made of ups and downs... Haha.. Anyway.. Its 2.07 a.m now... and guess what? B1 is having their happy time now!! Laugh out loud! Everyone's so high! ESPECIALLY Peiwei,XinChi,Lala&Samantha! Haha it's so wonderful to see people having the night syndrome!

But why do I can't help it but to feel so low inside myself even when i'm so high on the outside? Perphaps its jealousy that got to me? Perphaps its the anger that was inside me? Or could it be the stress and frustration I have?

I feel happy for Samantha for what she experienced during the red rain concert! Haha i felt so high that time I really wanted the time to stop! The presence was so so high! But just what is that void in my heart? I really want it to go away!!!

I AM BUILD ON FAITH AND SUCCESS!! I WILL FIND OUT WHAT THAT VOID IT!! I WILL!

2008-05-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

Yo people!!! Back from church.. Today's sermon was fast/cool/interesting/inspiring/awesome! Although our pastors are out of town today.. The church somehow got their hands on an awesome video! Its a sermon preached by pastor cho! He is the pastor of the 750,000 people in Korea! WOW! He was preaching about effective prayer! SO cool! Anyway did not stayed for dinner.. Rushed home to celebrate Mother's Day!!!

Oh i almost forgot i got school tomorrow! Past few days was awesome! Especially yesterday night while me and Nigel was advertising S.K.W ,the next R.E.M, on battle.net! L.O.L! well S.K.W came from the things we shared... Cause we'll always make a joke out of it.. Now you know why we are Sai.Kang.Warriors..

Well, Yesterday was not a exception.. When we gathered and chatted.. Hell broke loose! Lol.. Especially the Msn chat.. Well, It was so funny, I cried and couldn't breathe for like 10 seconds? *that is an achievement! okay!*

Haiz... Why must there be always something that screws up my day?

Mood now : Cheated, Lied , Angry

RAH

COUNTDOWN TO RED-RAIN: 13 days!

2008-05-11T02:31:00.006+08:00

COUNT DOWN TO 13 days!

Okay... What the buck... I did this post like at what... 2..30 am?

Thus concluding, 3 a.m sleeping time curfew for the win!!

2008-05-07T20:05:00.005+08:00

Are you feeling bored?
Nothing to do at home?
Well then, a piece of good news...
RED RAIN is coming to TOWN!
24th & 25th May... Singpost building!

No boredom! 100% Guaranteed!

2008-05-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

YO!!! It's been a long time folks! As you know, these few days was my paper so i didn't update for a long long time! And you know what... ALOT OF PEOPLE SAYS I NEVER UPDATE!!!! BUT THEY NEVER LINK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (f5)

Alright! Join me as i recall what happened in the past few days!!!

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Lol... I didn't remember a thing... haha i think i need time to recall.. that's all for now...

MY BLOG IS ACTIVE AGAIN!!!

MOOD : NERD

2008-04-28T20:45:00.003+08:00

Well... Since i'm been "tagged" to do this.. Might as well do!

One person you confide everthing in:
Shu Feng

Two closest family members:
Dad
Mom

Three favourite places:
Soccer Court
Bed Room
Cinema

Four things you fear:
Ju-On
Horror Mails
Emo thoughts
No more food in my house

Five best friends:
Shu Feng
Niger
Nigel
Justin
Siong Tuan

Six good/bad habits:
I bathe everyday! XD
Digging Nose
Spending too much time on computer games
Being a No Life at Burnout
Can't seem to stop talking( In a good way )
Sociable

If someone asks you how are you and you are not fine,you reply:
:(

If someone asks you how you are and you are fine,you reply:
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

If you one of your fears up there what do you normally do:
Pee in my pants XD

What do you do in your favourite places:
... I will play sleep at a soccer court, maybe watch movie in my bed room and oh yea! Sleep in the cinema.. =.=

If one of the thing you fear the happens which one would you rather it be:
Emo thoughts ( who would want ju-on to come to life -.-)

choose 7 people to do this quiz:
Shu feng
Lala
Jian Ming
Xin Chi
Janise
Samantha
Eric

2008-04-28T18:50:00.005+08:00

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I'm back!! NO MORE LANGUAGE PAPER IS MAKING ME FLYING TO SOME SANCTUARY!!
ahahahah okay today is study break day woooo! well just had my chinese paper although it was quite hard but i hope i pass! lol! didn't go to service yesterday! (AWWW!) Instead, i stayed home and chiong chinese!! like wow i actually studied! oh yes.. A huge red "THANKS" to kai ting who wasted 30 minutes of her life to actually help me type out notes!! Omg!! Ahaha so now i owe her a big favour !

To: Jian Ming
Hey thanks for the letter you gave me today!! ahaha i really hope i can play soccer this week like no workout not fun sia! Lol at night find somewhere else to eat please botak jones is scary!

MOOD NOW: EUPHORIC

2008-04-24T20:48:00.005+08:00

Zzz.. How do i describe today... BAD DAY... It seems that everyone is against me.. Haha.. Oh well.. Nothing i can do anyway... Sooo today got study outing after school.. But before that was 4 hours of Mathematics with none other than our favourite class parent, MISS JANET TAN!!! Lol..

Well i'm pretty much tired of relationships... Wastes my time only.. Guess i'll need to wait before i really start a new one... SCHOOL RELATIONSHIPS AREN'T RELATIONSHIPS.... THEY ARE CHORES.. Gah!!

Lol.. Pretty stressed up nowadays.. Especially with exams coming (TOMORROW) and having no one to talk to... Sad life.. Shan't say too much of what happened today or the day before and the day before yesterday.. Just need to know it screwed my life pretty hard!

Yawns.. Need to go study then bathe and sleep le... buh bye.

MOOD: FRUSTRATED UPSET TIRED & SICK

2008-04-22T18:22:00.003+08:00

Woo!!! Just came back from school... Had NAPFA today!! woah speaking of which i seriously improved alot!!! See arh... Last year my 2.4 was E , everything E except sit ups!! This year... My 2.4 is C , Sit up got B, Sit and Reach got C, Shuttle Run got C but sadly due to my hand sprain from soccer last tuesday... my inclined pull-up only got E and my standing borad jump got E... OH YEA.. Speaking of which.. I sprained my hand again!! Somemore same spot!! Am i injury prone or what man.. (SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER PAIN!)

Oh yea, Xin Chi say he deprove alot but i don't think so lor.. XinChi keep working hard and you will make it someday!! Yay!! Ahahah... Lala cut her hair!! She look super cute now lor lol.. (In My Opinion!)

Somemore, today we got PE then this is like our fifth time running 2.4... SUPER unfair "some" class haven't even run once yet like what the fish!! Oh well, I RAN WITH THE TIMING OF 12.15 today like oh my gosh!! In case you didn't know i improved SUPER DUPER LOT!!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL ahaha.. Wow i'm getting high over posting!

Next, School has been quite boring especially ENGLISH.. I just found out i got a thing for chemistry.. ALOT of people keep saying CHEMISTRY super hard but i find it like very easy >.<... Mathematics is a chore man.. Everyday stay back.. Teacher say, "I won't stay you for long" then made us stay back for 45 minutes... Yesterday, she say remedial only 2 hours in the end 2hours45minutes then let us off! Like what the fish!! Lets see anything more to chat about?

Just realised that friendship nowadays is soooooooo hard to nuture lor... Especially with girls, THEY ALWAYS KEEP THEIR FEELINGS TO THEMSELVES... Why can't they just like say i'm feeling sad or wooo i'm getting sooooooooooo freakin' HIGH!!! LOLS....

Alright! Time to nerd for mathematics for like 30 minutes? AHAHAHAHAH

Mood Now: EUPHORIC

2008-04-21T17:31:00.002+08:00

Yo guys! Yesterday was Pastor Lia's Birthday!! IT WAS AWESOME and FUNNY and TOUCHING!! Its like the best birthday party I’ve been to lor! Wah everything was prepared AMAZINGLY!!! And such grand thing could actually be kept secret from Pastor Lia!!

It all started when Pastor Lia walked down the spiral staircase and everyone was cheering!!! And soon the performances started! They are VERY VERY GOOD performances!! The celebration ended with worship led by Pastor Lia, Herself!! I’m sure that her melodious voice set peace within many hearts!

Here’s the part that touches me and many as well! Pastor Lia sang Chinese worship song for her mother!!! We all joined her in the end and her filialness touched me a lot a lot a lot!!!

Right… So after celebration we ate the cake and gave Pastor Lia the present made by Xin Chi! We ended up filling our stomach with KOPITIAM food… LOL! I just realized that the Chicken Rice store earned SGD 21.50 just because of me! We listened to Jian Ming’s joke and laughed our hearts out!

Here’s the part that is the most funny! (Sorry weile, couldn’t keep it a secret!)
We were walking towards the MRT when we were approached by a man in his twenties… He said that he and his “group” was doing a practical… Which needs him and his “group” to sell useless junk, E.g: Paperclips folded into a heart in a very ugly manner! One shot and I knew it was a scam but unfortunately, Miss Blur Weile actually believed that it was for real and paid 1 dollar to that guy… Once we left that place and Weile found out that it was a scam and started to emo in a funny manner… She keep saying “why I believe him?” and “why got this type of people one, so scary!” So we all tried to comfort her but like no use she still very emo ahaha… Cheer up weile!!!

So that’s probably all ahahah… Got to study for exam le… Gosh!

2008-04-19T22:41:00.007+08:00

Yo guys, just came back from church... Today's service was a combined one and an AWESOME and POWERFUL one! I learned how to be World-class and as well generous!! I can already see my life changing!! I'm making a lot of friends now!! Haha... Guys, cherish your friends well! Their the ones that will change your frown to a smile!! Haha!!

Let me introduce my best friend that stood there for me ever since secondary 1... She's none other than Miss Shu Feng!!! Some background information... She sat next to me during Secondary one and two... (Guess that's how best friends are made!) We shared almost anything... (Homework xP, thoughts and even snacks!) She is practically a stress machine to my opinion (and I look up to that hor!) She's a School Councilor and very popular in our school!

Unfortunately, she is very clever and got into an 8-subject class while I only got to a 7-subject class. (Not saying 7-subject people are dumb or what!) So, we're not that close too each other already, as she is always busy (I don't blame her for it!) and had no time to hang out with me even during the holidays! Thus, I felt very sad as she meant a lot as a friend to me!

However, she sent me a sms yesterday! I was very touched by it so I decided to show some to you guys out there!

Here it goes: "Eh. We find one day go out okay? I promise to go zoo together ok? No matter when it is I will sure find a day to go. :D Best Friends Forever!"

Cool right!! I'm so glad I have a friend like her! Finding time just to spend time with me!! I'm really touched!! Cheers to our Friendship!!

So friends, this is what I would want to share with you guys today. Friends are an important part of our life so it's not wise to neglect them. Make more friends to brighten up your life!!

2008-04-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
MY BLOG IS BORNED!!!!
With so much thanks to none other than pei wei!!
I sincerely hope with this blog, i could share more about my feelings and what exactly happened to my life that certain day... WOW!

Alrights... Let see what happened today...

1) Only Half Day for school!!
2) Went to LAN after school...( Did some seriously owning there)
3) Chiong-ed back to school to get ready for speech day
4) Did some preparing with our uniform
5) LAST rehearsal of the parade
6) Speech by our Sir
7) SPEECH DAY PARADE!!! (retarded VIP so slow!)
8) Alot of things( Lazy type out)

That's about it..
Okay WoW.. What a Short First Post!!